/Users/andrea/_magisterarbeit/korpus/clean/testkorpus/35/file49.html NN ----------------------------------------- : Suicide NN Forum NP A NP support NN forum NN for IN people NNS in IN crisis NN Suicide NN Forum NP After IN Effects NNS it PP doesnt VVD make VV you PP feel VV better JJR User NP Name NN Remember VV Me PP . SENT Password NN Register NP FAQ NP Members NP List NP Calendar NN Today's NP Posts VVZ Search NP Search NP Forums NNS Advanced NP Search NP Thread NN Tools NP Search NP this DT Thread NN Display NN Modes NNS 1 CD 24 CD th NN September NP 2005 CD , , 10 CD . SENT 01 CD AM NP Demi NP leigh NP Senior NP Member NP Join VV Date NN . SENT Sep NP 2005 NP Posts VVZ . SENT 111 CD it PP doesnt VVN make VVP you PP feel VVP better RBR when WRB you PP overdose VV you PP never RB feel VVP better RBR depending VVG on IN if IN you PP die VVP or CC if IN you PP get VVP taken VVN to TO hospital NN or CC if IN you PP even RB dont NN get VV taken VVN anywhere RB at IN all PDT the DT next JJ day NN you PP will MD feel VV so RB bad JJ so RB ill JJ that IN you PP wished VVD you PP hadnt NN done VVN it PP i NP dont NN understand VVP how WRB people NNS can MD say VV it PP made VVD me PP feel VVP better JJR . SENT i NP used VVD to TO self NN harm NN yes RB it PP made VVD me PP feel VVP better RBR but CC after IN awhile RB it PP all RB came VVD back RB and CC i NP felt VVD bad JJ for IN doing VVG bad JJ about IN the DT problem NN still RB so RB why WRB do VV we PP do VV it PP . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT Suicide NN is VBZ the DT answer NN To TO many JJ questions NNS asked VVD . SENT It PP hides NNS inside RB of IN you PP But CC it PP will MD be VB unmasked VVN . SENT It PP knows VVZ it PP has VHZ power NN Over IN many JJ girls NNS and CC boys NNS . SENT It PP treats VVZ people NNS as IN If IN we PP were VBD little JJ toys NNS . SENT So RB will MD you PP listen VV to TO suicide NN And CC one CD day NN take VVP your PP$ life NN . SENT Think VV hard RB before IN you PP Decide VVP to TO pick VV up RP the DT knife NN . SENT see VV this DT hug NN lock VV it PP tight RB remeber VVZ the DT days NNS you PP helped VVD me PP fight VV Demi NP leigh NP View NP Public NP Profile NN Send VVP a DT private JJ message NN to TO Demi NP leigh NP Send VV email NP to TO Demi NP leigh NP Find VVP all DT posts NNS by IN Demi NP leigh NP Add VV Demi NP leigh NP to TO Your PP$ Buddy NP List NP 2 CD 24 CD th NN September NP 2005 CD , , 10 CD . SENT 06 CD AM NP Hazibell NP Senior NP Member NP Join VV Date NN . SENT May NP 2005 NP Location NP . SENT Neverland NP Posts VVZ . SENT 462 CD Re NP . SENT it PP doesnt VVD make VV you PP feel VV better JJR i NP tried JJ o NN d SYM twice JJ and CC it PP makes VVZ u NN feel VV so RB sick JJ and CC light JJ headed VVN , , but CC there EX is VBZ sumthin NN about IN self NN harmin NN aint NNS there RB . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT i NP dont NN do VVP it PP as RB much RB as IN i NP used VVN to TO but CC there RB i NP sumthin NN about IN pain NN . SENT . SENT . SENT i NP dunno NP but CC yea RB i NP wouldnt NN recommend VVP o NN ding NN to TO anybody NN . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT its PP$ bad JJ The DT Only RB Sure JJ Thing NN In IN Life NP Is NP Death NP LOVE NN YA NP NIGE NP . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT Llamedos NNS What WP constitutes VVZ a DT good JJ bum NN . SENT YOUR PP$ FACE NN . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT sorry JJ Hazibell NP View NP Public NP Profile NN Send VVP a DT private JJ message NN to TO Hazibell NP Find VVP all DT posts NNS by IN Hazibell NP Add VV Hazibell NP to TO Your PP$ Buddy NP List NP 3 CD 24 CD th NN September NP 2005 CD , , 02 CD . SENT 33 CD PM NP l NN 0 CD v NN 3 CD l NN 3 CD ss NNS Member NP Join VV Date NN . SENT Sep NP 2005 NP Posts VVZ . SENT 77 CD Re NP . SENT it PP doesnt VVD make VV you PP feel VV better JJR yup NP when WRB I PP harm VVP myself PP , , I PP always RB feel VVP better JJR at IN first JJ , , but CC worse RBR later JJR . SENT probably RB people NNS want VVP the DT short JJ , , temporary JJ good JJ feelings NNS that IN they PP get VVP at IN first JJ , , because IN that WDT is VBZ actually RB why WRB I PP harm VVP myself PP . SENT To TO feel VV the DT good JJ feeling NN for IN a DT short JJ while NN feels VVZ so RB precious JJ whenever WRB I'm NP in IN my PP$ most RBS depressed JJ state NN . SENT loveless JJ l NN 0 CD v NN 3 CD l NN 3 CD ss NNS View NP Public NP Profile NN Send VVP a DT private JJ message NN to TO l NN 0 CD v NN 3 CD l NN 3 CD ss NNS Send VVP email NP to TO l NN 0 CD v NN 3 CD l NN 3 CD ss NNS Find VVP all DT posts NNS by IN l NN 0 CD v NN 3 CD l NN 3 CD ss NNS Add VV l NN 0 CD v NN 3 CD l NN 3 CD ss NNS to TO Your PP$ Buddy NP List NP 4 CD 24 CD th NN September NP 2005 CD , , 05 CD . SENT 40 CD PM NP Demi NP leigh NP Senior NP Member NP Join VV Date NN . SENT Sep NP 2005 NP Posts VVZ . SENT 111 CD Re NP . SENT it PP doesnt VVD make VV you PP feel VV better RBR but CC it PP is VBZ only RB short JJ term NN its PP$ like JJ u NN can MD do VV that IN all DT you PP want VVP but CC the DT next JJ day NN its PP$ all RB back JJ Suicide NN is VBZ the DT answer NN To TO many JJ questions NNS asked VVD . SENT It PP hides NNS inside RB of IN you PP But CC it PP will MD be VB unmasked VVN . SENT It PP knows VVZ it PP has VHZ power NN Over IN many JJ girls NNS and CC boys NNS . SENT It PP treats VVZ people NNS as IN If IN we PP were VBD little JJ toys NNS . SENT So RB will MD you PP listen VV to TO suicide NN And CC one CD day NN take VVP your PP$ life NN . SENT Think VV hard RB before IN you PP Decide VVP to TO pick VV up RP the DT knife NN . SENT see VV this DT hug NN lock VV it PP tight RB remeber VVZ the DT days NNS you PP helped VVD me PP fight VV Demi NP leigh NP View NP Public NP Profile NN Send VVP a DT private JJ message NN to TO Demi NP leigh NP Send VV email NP to TO Demi NP leigh NP Find VVP all DT posts NNS by IN Demi NP leigh NP Add VV Demi NP leigh NP to TO Your PP$ Buddy NP List NP 5 CD 24 CD th NN September NP 2005 CD , , 07 CD . SENT 17 CD PM NP Jenny NP Administrator NP Join VV Date NN . SENT Aug NN 2004 CD Location NP . SENT UK NP Posts VVZ . SENT 1 CD , , 631 CD Re NP . SENT it PP doesnt VVD make VV you PP feel VV better JJR I NN don't NN know VVP anyone NN who WP has VHZ said VVN that IN taking VVG an DT overdose NN has VHZ made VVN them PP feel VVP better JJR . SENT I PP know VVP that IN when WRB I've NP overdosed VVN it's NNS made VVD me PP feel VVP a DT hell NN of IN a DT lot NN worse RBR , , both CC mentally RB and CC physically RB . SENT I PP guess VVP it's NNS the DT same JJ as RB with IN self NN harm NN . SENT . SENT it PP may MD be VB something NN that IN you PP feel VVP you PP need VVP at IN the DT time NN , , and CC it PP might MD even RB help VV you PP temporarily RB , , but CC in IN the DT end NN or CC the DT next JJ day NN , , things NNS will MD catch VV up RP with IN you PP and CC chances NNS are VBP you'll JJ feel VVP worse JJR Jenny NP I PP had VHD a DT bit NN of IN a DT freudian JJ slip NN recently RB . SENT . SENT I PP went VVD for IN dinner NN with IN my PP$ mum JJ and CC said VVD , , You PP miserable JJ bitch NN you've NN ruined VVN my PP$ life NN . SENT . SENT . SENT But CC what WP I PP meant VVD to TO say NN was VBD , , Please UH pass VV the DT salt NN Jenny NP View NP Public NP Profile NN Send VVP a DT private JJ message NN to TO Jenny NP Find VVP all DT posts NNS by IN Jenny NP Add VV Jenny NP to TO Your PP$ Buddy NP List NP 6 CD 24 CD th NN September NP 2005 CD , , 08 CD . SENT 20 CD PM NP kath NP Site NN Buddy NP Join VVP Date NN . SENT May NP 2005 NP Posts VVZ . SENT 379 CD Re NP . SENT it PP doesnt VVD make VV you PP feel VV better JJR Hi NP Demi NP and CC all DT . SENT Yes NP i NP tend VVP to TO agree VV with IN what WP pepple NP say VVP here RB i NP think VVP . SENT With IN me PP and CC od NN i NP guess VVP it PP does VVZ give VV me PP temporary JJ relief NN but CC for IN me PP with IN od NN thats NNS not RB really RB what WP im NP after IN . SENT Temporary JJ relief NN with IN od NN has VHZ never RB been VBN enough JJ . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT ive NP felt VVD i NP need NN death NN too RB . SENT But CC its PP$ interesting JJ cos NN cos NN for IN me PP cutting VVG and CC overdosing VVG have VH too RB different JJ functions NNS . SENT For IN me PP i NP would MD never RB try VV to TO kill VV myself PP by IN cutting VVG but CC i NP certainly RB would MD bby RB overdosing VVG . SENT Cutting NN has VHZ always RB been VBN for IN self NN harm NN for IN me PP and CC somehow RB yes RB it PP does VVZ give VV me PP relief NN . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT . SENT and CC punishment NN . SENT Yes NP i NP agree VVP with IN what WP you PP say VVP very RB much JJ Demi NP . SENT At IN times CC i NP have VHP overdosed VVN many JJ times NNS in IN the DT normal JJ way NN as IN opposed VVN to TO taking VVG hundreds NNS of IN tablets NNS a DT week NN as IN an DT ongoing JJ attempt NN as IN im NP doing VVG currently RB and CC many JJ times NNS after IN those DT overdoses NNS i NP have VHP been VBN sick JJ , , had VHD significant JJ other JJ effects NNS , , been VBN unconscious JJ and CC thats NNS not RB even RB to TO mention VV the DT emotional JJ effects NNS and CC what WP you PP have VHP to TO deal VV with IN if IN others NNS around IN you PP find VVP out RP . SENT So RB yes RB not RB to TO be VB reccomended VVN . SENT Please UH try VV not RB to TO do VV it PP again RB . SENT Please UH come VV and CC talk VV to TO us PP instead RB if IN you PP feel VVP like IN lijke NN doing VVG that IN . SENT i NP know VVP its PP$ hard JJ but CC please VV stick VV with IN us PP Demi NP . SENT Take VV care NN adn NN best JJS wishes NNS for IN now RB kath NP kath NP View NP Public NP Profile NN Send VVP a DT private JJ message NN to TO kath NP Send VV email NP to TO kath NP Find VVP all DT posts NNS by IN kath NP Add VV kath NP to TO Your PP$ Buddy NP List NP 7 CD 24 CD th NN September NP 2005 CD , , 11 CD . SENT 27 CD PM NP DarkendSoul NP New NP Member NP Join VV Date NN . SENT Sep NP 2005 NP Posts VVZ . SENT 6 CD Re NP . SENT it PP doesnt VVD make VV you PP feel VV better JJR Wow NN I PP agree VVP I PP take VV over IN the DT counter JJ drugs NNS but CC never RB again RB will MD i NP do VVP pills NNS as IN a DT suicide NN attempt NN it PP didn't VVD work VV what WP it PP did VVD made VVD me PP feel VVP so RB sick JJ i NP couldn't NN walk NN Makes VVZ you PP not RB to TO want VV to TO do VV that IN again RB DarkendSoul NP View NP Public NP Profile NN Send VVP a DT private JJ message NN to TO DarkendSoul NP Send VV email NP to TO DarkendSoul NP Find VVP all DT posts NNS by IN DarkendSoul NP Add VV DarkendSoul NP to TO Your PP$ Buddy NP List NP 8 CD 25 CD th NN September NP 2005 CD , , 12 CD . SENT 47 CD AM NP l NN 0 CD v NN 3 CD l NN 3 CD ss NNS Member NP Join VV Date NN . SENT Sep NP 2005 NP Posts VVZ . SENT 77 CD Re NP . SENT it PP doesnt VVD make VV you PP feel VV better RBR It PP actually RB depends VVZ on IN people NNS why WRB they PP harm VVP themselves PP . 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